In this land I call Bloggerville, I know it is only natural to want people to think the best of me. Rarely will you see the negative things I do written here. Let it be known right here and now that I am not as sweet as many of you seem to think. Sure, I am a nice person and I seek to encourage rather than to discourage but I can be a real PIA. My temper is known to get the best of me when at home. When totally frustrated with my nuclear family, I have been know to scream at the top of my lungs, "Leave me alone!"
No, I am not proud of this behavior. I am ashamed of it. Ashamed that I save alot of my sweet behavior for people outside of my home. Prayer and alone time with the Lord is the only thing that is going to change this. It is so hard.
Ya’ll know I don’t write all that much about personal things like this. Just wanted you to see that I am a whole person who struggles the same as everyone else. Prayers are always welcome.
Blessings to you all, g